So you dont suck in your stomach every time He touches you there
(Source: healthyleadstobeautiful)
@1 year ago#diary
So I’m starting this blog because I need to lose weight. I’m currently 146lbs and I am so unhappy with myself. I am disgusting. I can’t ever go anywhere without always worrying about what I look like and what people think of how fat I am. I just want to be thin. It will make everything better.
Anyway.. I’m starting my lowcal diet tomorrow and going to the gym during the week. I’m also thinking about taking laxatives but I don’t know enough about them yet to purchase them and start doing them. Tonight, I’m going to just eat whatever I want. Anything and everything I can get my hands on. I want to feel like shit.. I want to feel how disgusting I feel so that I finally buckle down and lose the weight I’ve been talking about for so long. I’m going to start going to the gym Monday through Thursday, as well as Saturday so I can do a full 5 days a week. I need to do this.. I need to be beautiful. I need to be thin. At least that’s one thing I can fully control in my life.
So I’m starting this blog because I need to lose weight. I’m currently 146lbs and I am so unhappy with myself. I am disgusting. I can’t ever go anywhere without always worrying about what I look like and what people think of how fat I am. I just want to be thin. It will make everything better.
Anyway.. I’m starting my lowcal diet tomorrow and going to the gym during the week. I’m also thinking about taking laxatives but I don’t know enough about them yet to purchase them and start doing them. Tonight, I’m going to just eat whatever I want. Anything and everything I can get my hands on. I want to feel like shit.. I want to feel how disgusting I feel so that I finally buckle down and lose the weight I’ve been talking about for so long. I’m going to start going to the gym Monday through Thursday, as well as Saturday so I can do a full 5 days a week. I need to do this.. I need to be beautiful. I need to be thin. At least that’s one thing I can fully control in my life.
