Also, this is no longer going to be a thinspo blog. I need somewhere to vent and to say whatever the fuck I want without anyone knowing it’s actually me.
So here it goes… I drive myself fucking crazy. Other people drive me fucking crazy. I don’t quite understand myself though. I want company but I push people away. I want to hangout but I don’t want to hangout with certain people. I’m so lonely but I hate every single fucking dude that tries talking to me or getting to know me. I avoid contact yet I long for it. Why does nothing I want make sense. I just need the summer here now so I can get the fuck away from Philly. I hate it here, I hate the people and I need to leave. Fuck Fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.